Previous Post – The Poor Among You

As I lie here in the tent with two of my fellow travelers, the sound of vodou drums can be heard in the distance. Otherwise we are surrounded by the constant chorus of insects here in the leafy sanctuary of the mountain. Below the lights of Port au Prince make for a beautiful view, belying the devastation that fills its streets. On the long journey through the city, I was stunned into silence by the sheer magnitude of the destruction, contrasted only by the resilient bustle of the Haitian people.
Lord have mercy.
On our way to the Haiti Partners guest home, we stopped in the city at the site of a former university building. Once 6 stories tall, now there is a dusty lot litters with rubble and re-bar. One of our Haitian friends, Enel, was studying on the buildings third floor when the earthquake leveled it. His survival story is nothing short of miraculous, though the reality that most of his fellow students did not survive.
This very reality is driven home to us on the spot. As he recalls the horrors he witnessed in the buildings collapse, a few feet away a crew carries a new discovered body from the rubble, shrouded in plastic, to a nearby truck. I feel myself staggering at the fact that bodies are still being found months after the earthquake. The story becomes reality & I am broken.
Christ have mercy.
Now, sitting the relative cool, calm & beauty of the mountain top, I cannot help but think of Psalm 48:1-2, which says:
Great is the LORD, and most worthy of praise,
in the city of our God, his holy mountain.
It is beautiful in its loftiness,
the joy of the whole earth.
Like the utmost heights of Zaphon is Mount Zion,
the city of the Great King.
Unlike us, the Haitian people cannot all escape to this mountain top. Neither do they have plane tickets to fly them away from it all in a few days time. Do I believe that there is a greater mountain to which they can ascend? And if I proclaim that hope, will my words ring with the emptiness of my own privilege- cheaply “earned” at a costly price from others? Never has my unworthiness been more apparent to me.
And it is in this state where my unworthiness to receive such mercy demonstrates the staggering and stunning grace of God, for He indeed has mercy on me, a sinner. His mercy, however, is by way of the Cross and on it my life is no longer my own, but His. Will I live accordingly?
Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me a sinner.

