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Family & Missional Sustainability

Wednesday, June 2nd, 2010

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It is a strange thing to come into your vocation.  I have been a missionary for over 15 years, but it has been in the last few years, when I have stepped into the role of pastor of the church we planted (Little Flowers Community), that I have felt the most fulfilled.  However, it is also some of the hardest times in my life, bringing me closer the warning flags for burn out.  I believe in what we are doing, convinced that we are humbly following God’s missional identity for us.  The challenge is to try and make it sustainable.

Sustainability has to do with much more than just finances (though that is significant, as I will explain shortly).  The levels of energy and time required to form and nurture a missional community in an inner city context are far greater than we expected, tapping our reserves very quickly.  I am daily amazed by my wife & our small team of missionaries who willingly live on next to nothing, working long hours in (often) thankless service to God & others.  It truly is worth it.

However, I never thought that such a commitment might threaten our ability to have a family.  When my wife & I found out that, despite being seemingly highly fertile that we could not conceive, we began to look at other options.  International adoption was the most viable & responsible given our circumstances.  While local adoption was less expensive, we were told to expect a 10-13 year wait to get a referral, even then only after several other children came in and out of our home.  After the loss of our first child, we were not prepared for that.

And so we began the long and expensive process of adopting a child from Ethiopia.  The only benefit of the long process was that it allowed us to slowly save the necessary funds (or at least a good portion of them).  However, due to changing policies, etc. the adoption costs increased.  We buckled down, simplifying even more and saved every penny.  Things were looking promising.

This week, however, we learned from the Canadian “taxman” that I would not be eligible for the Clergy Deductions.  Essentially what it comes down to is that, because my church cannot afford to pay me and because I am therefore paid through my role as a local missionary (with YWAM), I am not technically a paid pastor.  As a result, the small return we were looking at receiving has now transformed into a bill to the Canadian government for over $3000.  Our first appeal was rejected and our second isn’t looking promising.  Thankfully, with the money we have been saving, we can pay it without going into debt, but it otherwise cleans us out.  The adoption fund is back to running on fumes.

I have every confidence that God will provide, as He has time and again throughout our ministry.  And as one of my new Haitian friends told me while I was visiting there last month, “Discouragement is not Christian”.  We are hopeful and trusting that God will provide for us our daily bread and we will be grateful for His sufficient provision, even if it isn’t what we expected.

That being said, I am finding it difficult not being discouraged.  It is hard to not wonder if we are riding on fumes ourselves, with the end just around the next corner.  I want to believe otherwise, but I am tired and drained.  People have it far worse than me, so I know I should get some perspective and move on, but I just feel like I have so little left to give.  Burn out isn’t a present reality, and having been there before, I am very thankful for that.  At the same time, it also means I am unwilling to go there again.

I do not mean for this to sound like whining.  Rather it is just the honest confession of a missional Christians seek to follow Christ’s radical call as best I can.  These are the realities of such a path.  It is an all too common story.  In part we must all learn together to persevere regardless of circumstances.  However, we must also band together to consider new and innovative ways to do mission & life together for the future.

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CT Gets “Introverts In The Church” Wrong

Tuesday, February 2nd, 2010

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If you follow this blog at all, you will know that I have been very enthusiastic about Adam McHugh’s book “Introverts In The Church”.  My interview with Adam still ranks as one of my most highly read posts months after going live.  It remains one of the mostly highly and easily recommended books I promote to people when they ask what I suggest they should read.  I stand by that.

No book is without its flaws and weaknesses.  Having come to know Adam over the last few months, I am confident that he could point out, better than most, those very weaknesses in his book.  Therefore, it is expected that reviews will point out these weaknesses, as well they should.  However, when I came across Christine A. Scheller’s review for Christianity Today, I was surprised by what I read.  While she makes some important points, I fear that she frequently- and significantly- misses the mark.

What first caught my attention was this sentence:

“I suspect that for a young pastor like McHugh, introversion presents a more profound challenge than it does for congregants and empty nesters who aren’t trying to juggle the demands of church leadership and a growing family.”

While perhaps not intentional, this sentence comes off as quite condescending, as though, with a little time and maturity, McHugh would learn to “suck it up” like the rest of us.  Aside from the patronizing tone,  Scheller at once challenges McHugh’s representation of the masses, then makes a sweeping generalization of her own.  Having spent more than 15 years exploring the topic of temperaments, which an emphasis on the introversion/extroversion dynamic, Scheller’s implicit assertion is unconvincing and unsubstantiated.  Though not all introverts experience the dynamics that McHugh points out (at least to the same degree), it is far, far more prevalent than the reviewer suggests.

She goes on to say:

“In fact, McHugh himself very nearly withdrew from the ordination process because of doubts about the compatibility of his temperament and his calling. This dilemma presents both the book’s raison d’etre as well as a weakness of it. Introverts in the Church is strongest when it is descriptive, and weakest when it offers solutions, precisely because the author’s solutions are too pastor-centric and, by his own admission, theoretical. However, in this case a little bit of knowledge yields significant rewards.”

First, it is true that the book focuses more on church leadership than the average Christians daily context.  Being a pastor himself, thus drawing from his own experience, it is not surprising that much of the content focuses on the pastoral context of leadership.  That being said, the book is clearly titled “Introverts in the Church”, making this emphasis both obvious and expected.  It was one of the reasons I was drawn to the book in the first place.

Second, and more significantly, the assertion that McHugh’s solutions were admittedly theoretical (and that said solutions are weak) is misplaced.  A careful reading of the book makes it clear that the author was not suggesting that his solutions were theoretical, but rather that  he was admitting his own place on the journey in them.  In other words, he acknowledges that he is still walking out these solutions daily, not putting himself forward as having “achieved” them.  His solutions are very practical and helpful.  Though limited in scope, that limitation is easily understood when you’ve seen the volumes that have been written about the topic.

Scheller goes on to critique McHugh’s engagement of introversion as overly clinical, as though it were a pathology.  As evidence of this claim, she point his referencing of introversion and depression, saying, “Depression is an illness, not a function of temperament.”  The odd thing about this assertion is that introversion was, indeed, once (wrongly) considered pathological.  That the author rejects this is incredibly clear throughout the book.  Further, McHugh never suggests that depression was a function of temperament, only that the dynamics of the latter are impacted by the former.  While depression can be used as a clinical term for an illness, it is more widely defined as a state of low mood.  When speaking of depression pathologically, it is expected that it would be referred to as “clinical depression” or other similar descriptive terms.  His use of “depression” in this context was not only acceptable, but reflected a dynamic proven by the study of temperament through many disciplines.

Finally, Scheller suggests that McHugh goes too far in his critique of evangelicalism, as though the author had laid at the feet of all extroverts all the woes of this tradition.  Far from it!  McHugh praises the “doer” nature of extroverts, always affirming the need for the tension between temperaments for healthy expressions of faith.  Rather than blaming extroverts for inherent failings, he is reprimanding the exclusionary trend of over emphasis on one expression, as well as the implicit and explicitly critique, over the other.  While this book will be hard for many extroverts to read, he is equally- no, significantly more demanding on his fellow introverts.

Beyond these significant (and often glaring) misrepresentation, the review gives a basic overview of the book that will be helpful to those wanting to know what they should expect.  What could have been a helpful review and critique, however, lost credibility with me.  However, Scheller continues to be a CT writer I appreciate and read regularly.

Read Adam’s own very gracious response to this review here.

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